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I would colour it all different colours, when I say it’s been every colour I really mean it! Colouring it always made it look a little thicker.
It got to a point where I was wearing clip in extensions everyday, not for fashion reasons but to try and bulk out what wasn’t there anymore. It made my confidence plummet. I’d been pretty happy with how I saw myself until then. Now all I could see was my scalp. It’s all I could focus on. I wouldn’t go out in windy weather or if it was raining. If my hair moved people would notice.
When lockdown happened it was the thinnest it had ever been and I was desperate. I ordered my first ever human hair wig, I thought as we’re stuck at home why not? No one can see me if it looks awful! When it arrived and I put it on for the first time I burst into tears. I looked like me again. I felt like me again. When people say it’s only hair, they have no idea. Hairloss robs you of YOU.
I’ve since been diagnosed with androgenic alopecia, I knew it was coming but it was still a blow.
A month later my fiancé helped me shave what was left of my hair off. I haven’t looked back. I’m almost at a point where I’m happy with my little bald egg now. Hairloss doesn’t define us, it’s who we are on the inside that counts.